Oh! Miss Nina! I was temporarily struck dumb at the ethereal beauty of this post. I am so nearly close to tears. You have the power to enrapture us with your words, letting them entwine our beings. Today I told my network group that Words Have Power {I, too, am fond of weaving words and quotes into my work}. And the snippets from Shakespeare tear through my heart like the stars shooting through the midnight sky. But the words that mean the most to me of yours seem so vastly out of reach with my own experience and that is why my eyes brim over at the thought...you most certainly do have the best job in the world, my dear....and although I don't, I can't {oh how I long for it!}...I can but dream {and plot and plan}. You so eloquently bring that dream {for us all} to life. And if one can make it happen perhaps that is the hope perching on my shoulder, goading me on. I am ever so glad that you do what you do and especially that you dare to bare your soul and your art for all of us to witness. Truly uplifting and inspiring.
"I was directed to your blog as I too just lost my beloved dog companion. I echo your words and feelings of loss and in the amazing consolation of strangers in the blog world. We do what we have to do in this life, right or wrong. I was with my dog when he died and watched his life leave his eyes. He was at that moment alone by my side in a natural moment of his life. We are left never really alone although very conscious of the empty spaces that can never be filled with anything but sweet memory."
"Nina,
Someone may have already sent this to you. Last year around this time our Sasha almost 15 left us - the evening skies of the day she left we saw a shooting star - we all knew it was Sasha letting us know all was well & it was her time to be free! Tears come even now as I write this. Someone sent me this poem which helped through the morning so I pass it on to you. Asilomar - a magical place to spend time and heal your soul.
blessings of love,
Robin
Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....
Author unknown... "
I have started this note so many times and then for whatever reason, never hit
the "send" but this morning after running your blog - I just sit here feeling
"ah" and just so loving the visit that I just had to let you know what your blog
( you) mean to me.
I start my morning out with coffee mug in hand and head to my little room that I
like to call "my studio" and there I write morning pages, and then do some work
in my art journal - then I'm awake enough to visit with you.
Finding your blog and meeting you has meant so much to me. I always leave filled
to the brim with happiness, inspired and a deep appreciation. I wish I could
find the words, like you do, to express what I feel. I feel in my heart I have
met a kindred spirit and friend.
I just had to let you know what visiting with you means to me, and this morning
I would be happy just walking in your yard...
Enjoy your day, give Aspen a pat for me, and now I will have a much better day,
knowing that I have spoken to you. Thank you for being there.....
"I check in on your lovely blog as often as I can, but did not expect the heartfelt connection I found today. My oldest daughter has not left yet, but as she prepares to go off to college next year, I feel the panic, sadness, gut wrenching turmoil in the pit of my stomach and painful heartache of the thought of her leaving. I am at the same time so proud of her - her accomplishments and the person she is becoming. I am excited and feel anxious with anticipation of who she will become once out there flying with her own wings and navigating her own course. I sobbed and sobbed as I read your words, tears just flowed down my cheeks (at work!) Thank you for sharing so purely. I felt your words penetrate my heart. I am encouraged that you and others have gone through it, are surviving, still have so much beauty and love within, and are sharing that love and beauty with others. Thank you so much."
"I completely agree with you about the allure of words on jewelry. I don't know of anyone who creates more beautiful objects that epitomize this concept. I come back to your blog day after day knowing I will see something amazingly beautiful. Thank you so much for bringing so much beauty into our world."
"I'm wearing these [cloud song] earrings today. I usually don't dress that creatively for work, more prosaically, with simple non-danglies. So I just discovered I can see them in my peripheral vision as I walk. I like that. I should wear more danglies. Life lately has been too much practicality: forms to fill out, official documents to decipher, task lists to update, errands to run, get a Plan B, Plan C, even a Plan D. ... These are challenging times indeed. I'm hoping to carve out a few hours this weekend at my studio table, playing with my collections. I haven't even had many moments lately to peruse your lovely Web site and drink in its charm. But when I do dip in, I always emerge refreshed. So this is just to say thanks ever so much for being there. You have no idea of how many lives you brighten!"
"Dear Nina- Upon seeing your work in Somerset (blog issue), and reading your words (I envy your poetic verbage & expression), I soon went to your blog and became a fan. When time allows (or is stolen by me), I often return there because I passionately admire your artistic style and feel as though I have taken a delightful journey into an enchanting, charming, ethereal world familiar from my childhood after reading your entries which are so beautifully enhanced with your photography. You should know that you are a giver. We come away with gifts from time spent with you. After reading your glowing affirmations about your sister Ellen's eggs, the third time I visited her Etsy shop I decided I must have one of the robin's eggs, I just MUST, so I ordered one - and a good thing too, for it was the last one. They put me in touch with the past when I was a little girl, entering into deep places that the soft, sky-blue beauty of a found robin's egg could draw me to. Nature displays the holy beauty of God if we will just take the time to perceive it and touch it. I, too, am a woman in her 50s who also has two grown sons -- and I also love and live in the "woods" (well, if you can call 2-3 acres of wooded land in the country "The Woods"). I loved reading about your father, your mother, your visit back home with them, and your love for your sister Ellen. I hope that you will share about your sons in future postings. And pleeeeeease don't think we will ever tire of seeing and hearing about the dog! LOVE that dog! After omitting paragraphs for the sake of saving space in this entry, I will close with trying to convince you that your heart, your art, your photography, your words, your openness and all that you share with the world is a worthy gift to us. You are a beautiful person, and I thank you."
"i am not an artist such as you, but i have been a student in one of your classes. you have the abillity to inspire and motivate because you let it be fun; because you make it look easy; because there really is no right or wrong, good or bad; because you allow us to feel and respond based on our own individual experiences... what you're really teaching is how to step outside the box and be comfortable there; how to use the skills you've taught us and apply them to what we want to do. i see it as much the same as when teachers teach writing skills...we teach the skill; the process...but each individual chooses his or her own words. i guess what i'm trying to say is that one of the first lessons i learned from you was that art is based on your own individuality...we begin with a blank canvas, so to speak, and with each experience and personal preference, the art is born. it may change, but the root of it remains the same. it's ok for you to be a part of that, but the bulk of what each person's art is depends on what's inside of them. it's ok for us to use the skills and the process, i think, but we have to put our own words to it...use our own canvas...have our own style of expression. i suppose it is sad when one who calls themself an artist has to rely on the ideas and style of others rather than what's inside of them. that tells me there is fear inside and they haven't yet learned what you teach...that it's ok to step outside the box and let your own art speak for what's inside you. you do that masterfully...you show us, through what you do, an outside expression of what is inside of you...and no one else has what is inside of you."
"I have spent the past two evenings reading your blog. Just felt like I wanted to talk to you for a moment. I so enjoyed my time in your world which you share so sweetly. Although I am not nearly as positive, open, kind and loving as you are, I do feel a definite comradeship in your love of solitude, nature and reflection. Although I get somewhat nauseated by some of the overly sweet, la-la, life is great type blogs, your positivity and sweetness are very endearing - and your frankness about the sad things is touching. I got as far as your October time with your folks and your comment about wondering why you share these things about your daddy...and I just wanted to send you a hug. Virtual hug from a stranger who wants to thank you for that sharing and try to take away some of that pain. And another big virtual hug for your precious puppy.
Also love your art. Have seen your things in some of my magazines and books which is where I found your site a long time ago but never went in to read. I piddle around with altered books, jewelry and other such things - that artistic outlet is the best part of my life. And the only time I am ever REALLY happy and at peace with my life is when I am outside, in nature, talking to trees and birds. My best conversations and relationships are with trees...and dead poets, too."
"quietly she tinkers.
indeed.
but the song of her tinkering ways
is clear and pure
and resonates...loudly,
deeply
and surely it hovers by hope
perching there
in the soul.
beautiful.
your work is, too..."
"oh i do love white camellias
such pure white against those magnificent
shiny leaves
love is pure like that
the love of years
in your fathers hands
such tender photos
you are so lucky to have the presence of
mind to capture these moments as they unfold
and then you share
thank you so much
for the time you take with us out here
i know there is an interconnectedness
between us all
you continually prove it"
"I am proud of you for protecting your integrity. You will find better
venues. People will come to you. You have to always
take care of yourself--your psyche is important. Not to be violated.
I know that you did the right thing. It had to be difficult, but it
was an important forward moving change that will serve you well."
"may all truth and love reside within you and become an invisible blanket of protection when any negativity tries to enter your church of kindness"
"I think you have almost reached the Third Noble Truth of Buddhism; cultivating a mind so spacious that you are going beyond what things seem to be into what you truly see. When you care about things, you see with a responsive and involved eye. Do you know how little you have struggled this week? I can see this in the eye of your camera.
Why is it that people are bored when rain becomes a mirror to see into and words in books shimmer?"
"Nina, I always read your blog as it seems a good way to hear your voice and learn from you. I wanted to tell you that your photos are as stunningly beautiful as your jewelry and your words. You have the true eye of an artist."
"For me visiting your blog is like going to a friend's house for a cup of tea and conversation- I've seen her driveway, house, foyer, kitchen, face so often but in all of that is love, friendship, and inspiration. Its about you! It is a virtual cup of tea with a friend."
"Congratulations on this momentous occasion in your country's history. This change that has occurred in the minds of your people is noted around the world. The greatest men in your history had the qualities that this man has ~ his mysticism, charisma, stillness, and idealisim is what I personally see. He makes me believe in his sincerity. With a positive outlook, unified effort, and shared vision you can do anything as a people. It is these American qualities that allow each of you to do good, to do the right thing, ~ and what makes you a great nation ~ not a win-at-all-costs mentality, not power held over weaker nations, not greed or arrogance, but strength in unity and a common dream."
"You really made me reflect on my life. I don't want to disappear either, and I often wonder why I was put on this earth. Am I just here to take up space for awhile?? There has to be more that this! Of course with my Baptist upbringing....I don't worry about when my life is over, but what about this one chance that I have.......I don't think that I will age gracefully, I am sure that I will fight it to the end. I have too many things that I want to do.... I still have a long list of places that I want to travel to. How I wish I hadn't wasted so many precious moments. Do you think that we ever have enough time during our life......I wanted to see our children grow, get married, and have a family....but now I want to see my grandchildren grow up and I wonder what they will do with their lives....will I ever have enough time ????Thank you for making me rethink what I will do with the rest of my life.....
Nina, I also want to thank you so much for your sharing your teaching talent with me, please don't ever quit teaching. I loved your class, and could hardly wait to get home so that I can start something else. I know that I wasn't very productive in your class, not your fault.....I just get so overstimulated, I need to ponder what to do next. When my husband was driving us home ( it's about 16 hours) I was rethinking my necklace and I found a wonderful piece of sliced jade. I am going to rework this piece, it needs to reflect what I learned from you.....after all this is what I will leave behind so that my children and grandchildren can remember me, I don't want to disappear!!!"
"Most people have a hard time seeing the blessings in what is right next to them, the grass is always greener syndrome. My father grew roses when I was growing up, so we always had bouquets of them in our house. To me they always seemed like a mundane thing--can you imagine, a rose, an everyday flower! Now that I am grown, moved away, now that my dad has died and the rose bushes are all gone do I understand the wonder of them. It is rare the person who appreciates the here, the now. That is why I love your blog so much. You are a constant reminder to me to appreciate what is all around me right now."
I have spent a very long time being professional and efficient, so my writing tends to say that which needs to be said in a very sparse way. I really enjoy that your writing reflects your heart and soul.
I hope it doesn't sound sycophantic to say that whilst some people don't really measure up when you meet them, that's not the case with you. I first did a class with you in Freemantle and then started reading your blog. The blog measures up to you!
I think leaving ourselves open to new ideas, nature and people also leaves us vulnerable and open to self doubt at times. The good thing is that it doesn't take much to give us a shot in the arm, so we can bounce back.
"i'm turning forty in six months, which is kind of a shock to me. i am looking at your poetic, beautiful jewelry and reading your inspiring, thoughtful posts and screwing up my courage to step into my power to do all that i want to do.
this email is to tell you hello, and to let you know that you are 100% right to tell your blog audience what is right and what is wrong regardless of their reaction. there will always be small, mean people who will attack you no matter what. it is hard to callous yourself to them, but please try. know that there are people who appreciate you and your art. you are a very special person and you deserve all the joy and respect in the world."
"I love your blog, your jewelry, and how you write about your reality. Not just fluff. You let us "see" you, and that makes us feel like we live next door. Thank you.. xo"
"you and the way you view the world is what i have felt we have lost...the ritual, the story telling around the fire/at the dinner table/on the front porch, being in the wild, honoring the past (and present)...i think if we all took it to a deeper level than the surface we stay on so often, we would see what attracts us all to you and each other is not your art (although that is precious)...it is our Souls wanting to talk...thanks for listening to me!!"
human beings are members of a whole
in creation of one Essence and Soul -
If one member is afflicted with pain,
Other members uneasy will remain -
If you have no sympathy for human pain
The name of human you cannot retain --Saadi
-it would be more helpful if we sat with our reactions when others are speaking their truth in their personal journals and simply listen with compassion...i have learned a lesson from all of this...thank you Nina for being honest with your pain...it serves those of us who want to be better humans...xo
i just wanted to tell you how much you inspire me to be a better person. every day when i read your blog, i think, oh, i am going to be more like that: more observant, more loving, more 'living with my eyes wide open', more crafted in my writing. and while i still feel like i am mostly not achieving that, i know that if i keep reading and being inspired, it will slowly seep into me. so thank you.
from accomplished artist Judy Wise (thank you judy xo): "IMO you and Teesha pioneered
the "look" of the mixed media/journal/collage thing that is strongly
influencing advertising, graphic arts, and fine arts in this country,
providing jobs for many teachers of art and enriching the lives of
housewives and square pegs. I thought of this when Rauchenberg passed;
he was a "real person" just as yourself who had a huge influence on the
culture.
I know you have had your heart broken at times by the copiers but there
is another side to it. Original good ideas will always find their way
into the culture through co-option and adaptation (and stealing). Think
about it."
from Belgium: "While I'm mailing you now, I want to say that I admire your work a lot. I discovered you in "true colors" and through some articles in the magazines of Stampington.
I love the "Nina-knot" and your work is really recognizable and an own style. But I guess I'm not the only one who told you this...."
"Coming here is like going back home and visiting with loved ones-those who take us as we are-vulnerabilites, faults and all. Words leave you effortlessly and enter us for what they are-honest, unpretentious, alive, and vulnerable. The end result is for us like savoring our mother's favorite dish after being sick-we feel comforted, understood, cared for."
"your jewelry is turning into a divine light...."
"It is wonderful to share the ineffable qualities that arise from the experiences of one who has walked from the outer periphery of this beautiful life straight to the center, the pulsing heart of existence."
BEAUTIFUL...just beautiful. This art leaves me breathless. When I first read of an "alchemist", as a child, I was aching to meet one and converse and watch the magic happen. And now I have, Nina. Your work is extraordinary."
I completely empathize with you feelings. I owned a store and did all the refinishing on the furniture. The finishes were hand painted in a french country type look. I worked days/months finding the correct paint and at times I would make my own paint. I taught myself about pigments, binders and fillers. I researched all styles and designs of furniture.I made many mistakes to finally create a beautiful piece of furniture. One day I got phone call from woman asking if she could put her carpenter on the phone so I could explain how I painted such and such piece so he could use the same technique on the bookcases he was building. This was after she basically swindled me out of a piece of furniture. This was one of many situations where people wanted my knowledge for free. These situations created so much inner turmoil. Stand up for yourself and your work.
Posted by: susan greene | July 13, 2008 at 11:28 AM
Nina, I hear you and have been wondering the same thing when I see all the Nina replicas out there.I have no answers. This is what people do. I have experienced it myself and get very upset that my ideas are stolen from me especially when I have invented my own techniques through blood sweat and tears. ( I got very wound up about it some time back and also wrote a post about it). One always expects that a person will feel his conscience pricking which in turn will prevent it happening but alas it happens anyway. The one consilation is that everyone knows The Nina Style and every time anyone sees a piece like yours they immediately think "Nina"!.....and of course nothing can quite measure up to the genuine article. There is only one Nina!
Posted by: Robyn | July 13, 2008 at 11:31 AM
for some reason this little light of mine keeps singing in my head...let it shine...let it shine...let it shine...
i think the best way to handle things is to speak your heart, and you always do, you do it loud and clear, i am envious of your ability to do it so gracefully. don't stop speaking your heart...ever!
i do wonder if we were a smaller community, one without a computer screen between us, where we would be more involved in each others day to day lives, hard work, & life stories, if we would value & respect each other more and not feel so free to take what isn't earned. this community to me, seems to have stretched itself so far and wide and become this nameless village at times, where it is easy to take from others without realizing the effects on the one who came up with the original design. i may be guilty of it myself, i am sure that i am, knowing that i am influenced by all that i see and feel, how will I know where and how I have been inspired, is there anything that doesn't inspire me? no. but at the same time i feel it is so very important in my work to create from the center of my being, creating art that i can safely and truly call my own...there isn't much of a better reward than that, and YOU know that your work, like your thoughts, comes from the heart! keep on doing what you are doing...keep sharing, keep giving, keep pouring out your heart, keep loving this beautiful life that is yours, and every once and awhile take what is given back to you and hold it tight.. as you do! and no matter how hard they try...no matter how they braid their hair...they will never be you. xoxo
i will be thinking of you & Roy tomorrow and send you both so much love.
Posted by: misty | July 13, 2008 at 12:27 PM
Dear Nina B....The butterfly necklace absolutely took my breath away! No one could ever duplicate that no matter how they tried!! There will NEVER be another you...not another life like yours, not another artist like you. Though I must say, it would give great satisfaction, if in your shoes, to know so many others wanted to be.....me. Most of us don't have that worry! :/ That is a sure sign of a life well-lived...a talent/gift truly loved and envied. You have worked hard to earn what you have and i know it's frustrating when others step in and want to "be" and "do" what you are, but never fear......you are so much better than that! Be who you are...and never fear...we will circle the wagons! :) Good luck to you and Roy tomorrow.... xx
Posted by: Tina in McLeansville | July 13, 2008 at 12:32 PM
nina,
only your authentic spirit and genuine and lovely heart shines through on your originals. and it's that spirit - the spirit of nina - that drew me to your blog, to your writing, to you. that can never be duplicated it is far too priceless. much love and strength to you and roy both. ciao bella!
Posted by: sperlygirl | July 13, 2008 at 12:44 PM
I am glad you spoke your mind.I am sure you have learned the people you speak of do not feel bad about what they do. They steal ideas and seem to feel it is their right to do so. I do not understand how they can feel like they created art when all it is is stolen. I have found all I can do is stay true to myself. Try and be the best person I can. You are an honorable person and others know this.You can not change people who are shallow and dishonorable.
Posted by: Nancy Gene Armstrong. | July 13, 2008 at 01:05 PM
Dear Nina,
Take heart! Anyone who knows your art from knowing you will not be interested in "not-by-Nina" creations. Someone attracted to "Nina-style" art who doesn't know you is likely to purchase "not-by-Nina" work because the concepts [yours!] are so fabulous. So one way to look at it is that you're giving a gift to those who purchase directly from you and to those who buy an "imitation". And know without a doubt that those in the latter category will immediately know the difference once they meet you/experience your art in person. The essence of you cannot be duplicated, dear one!
Sandy from Berkeley
Posted by: Sandy from Berkeley | July 13, 2008 at 01:21 PM
I'm sending out my prayers and good wishes for you and Roy for tomorrow. Alas, my card will be late, but I'm sure, still welcomed.
As for the rest of your post, seriously, those who know you, of you, your style also know to accept NO SUBSTITUTIONS! Let others be inspired, imitate, blatantly steal. Their work may (or may not) incorporate their own twist, their own experiences. We are not stupid, we know what is going on and true artists won't be ashamed to give credit where credit is due. Put some sunscreen on that heart on your sleeve for your inner light blazes forth in each and every one of your creations!!!
Posted by: Mary | July 13, 2008 at 01:33 PM
nina--
i teach high school art. i have been an art teacher for almost 20 years. i guess my philosophy is that if we choose to teach, we choose to give away something of ourselves. often my students go on to art school painting and collaging and journaling in "my style". they begin their artistic career using what they have learned from me to become their own artist one day. at first the work is very derivative, and then they begin to branch out and find inspiration from many other places. you have been an inspiration for so many to have the courage to do something creative. they learn what you have taught them, and make it their own. and others have taken advantage of your style and have just copied it. the good news is that you are still successful, and people will never stop wanting the original. be proud. be honored by the ones you have truly turned into artists. and the others? they know they are phonies. and you know you are not.
Posted by: Ruth Fiege | July 13, 2008 at 01:47 PM
My drawing teacher gave me one of the most profoundly life changing gifts that I have ever received. The generosity of teachers warms my heart and can even makes me well up at the thought.
When you see those copy-cats just remember that the karma boomerang will be comin' round.
Posted by: Donna | July 13, 2008 at 01:52 PM
May I so gently & boldly share a private thought? You are absolutely
correct in your recent posts, so not to worry about their effect.
But...something is stirring you up....that "something isn't right" feeling,
or what I call "having my Zen trampled on." When this happens to me, it
usually means Change is about to head my way. And if I was perfectly
content and comfortable where I was, then I would not accept whatever that
Change was. Or even consider it. But if I'm feeling suddenly not-as-happy
about things, or that I need to change something, then when that Change
comes, I'm ripe to explore it. I may be out in left field on this one, but
you have never been one to express being disappointed in people before, and
now here it's happened twice so close together. Please don't even think
about deleting the posts, because your words are kind, instructional and not
in any way malicious. If this strikes a resonant chord with you, then I
wish you happy exploration, and bounty in the new experience. Abundance in
all good things. If I'm wrong, well, then I still wish all those good
things to you. As to the substantive matter of imitation, as my
stepdaughter says, "a fake Prada handbag is just a fake Prada handbag." I'm
not sure I'd care about a Prada handbag, fake or authentic, but I do know
that people buy your original work because it makes them feel like a part of
your goodness has come to stay with them. And THAT, my friend, cannot be
duplicated. Fear not - the copycats will soon tire and go copy someone else
till they are revealed. They lack passion. Hugs to Roy. Linda
Posted by: linda | July 13, 2008 at 02:05 PM
Remember, my sweet, original one, they can use the same beads, knot the same knots, link the same chain and assemble the (almost) same design, but you have the one ingredient they will never have access to - your soul. And art is the soul made visible.
My thoughts will be with you both tomorrow - both mother and son have an ordeal to endure.
Love, Lesley
Posted by: Lesley | July 13, 2008 at 02:10 PM
Nina - sorry to read that you feel this way, dont be disheartened. You have an amazing talent that I could only wish that I create like you do and I wish your work were my ideas. Its frustrating when people take on the same style but as all have said before, your style is your own and so very distinct to you. Keep the faith in yourself, I wish I had just the scrapings of your talent.
Posted by: carrie | July 13, 2008 at 02:17 PM
Dear Nina,
I shall say what the others have said,There is only one Nina who can put the love and devotion into those pieces of art you create. These other pieces may be similar but only a Nina creation has the powerful soul that each of you pieces have.
Posted by: Colleen Baptista | July 13, 2008 at 02:25 PM
I have seen this blatant copyright infringement throughout the craft world and I am always amazed at those who claim other's work as their own. I don't understand it, never will, and do not support it. I hope, somewhere under the layers, they know they have stolen your words and tecniques. But they have not stolen your muse, your uniqueness, and the love you put in every piece. I wish you and Roy a peaceful day tomorrow and a speedy recovery. Cheers.
Posted by: Jeannie | July 13, 2008 at 03:16 PM
Dear, dear Nina,
When I received "she wove a nest" last year, in her lace and twig wrapping, and I looked her in her precious face and touched her secret words, that was your soul reaching to mine--stranger to stranger, heart to heart.
I've seen those imitations too; of course it's dishonest,lazy,arrogant,greedy, of anyone to plagarize. It isn't a compliment; it's wrong. But it is what it is--you reach out and reach out, and some will take and take and never get the point.
Just know this--I feel your passion, your heart, every time I wear my Nina necklace, whether you and I ever actually meet or not. That is your gift.
Best to you and Roy tomorrow. I'll be sending good thoughts from California!
xxxooo,
Sheila
Posted by: Sheila | July 13, 2008 at 03:31 PM
...there is only ONE nina bagley...
.. accept NO substitutes~~~~
much love from good manor
xo
Posted by: kim | July 13, 2008 at 03:38 PM
Nina,
You are a master at your art and a truth to who you are and what you create and people want what you have and create like you just for a moment they can grab hold of the authenticity and claim it as there own. but that moment in time is only very brief and does not satisfy there souls so they latch onto it again and again and they believe over time it is there own but its not and will not satifsy want they crave. So take heart my friend you inspire me with your courage and your authenticity and yes your art. You are a blessed soul and it comes forth in your art and your sharing of self and there lies the truth of inspiring others. I believe the art is second, it is which pours from self and that can not be copied~ that is you and only you!
peace and light
Pam
Posted by: Pam Chiasson | July 13, 2008 at 03:41 PM
Nina,
You are an original and an amazing artist but you don't seem to be in a good place about what you're doing right now.
There will always be people who will take advantage of your gifts. There will always be someone who will try to make your talent their own.
Maybe you have shown others too much, like when you teach classes. You're such a private person that it always amazes me that you travel as mucn as you do and teach all these folks out there how to make something "like Nina". I think that you need some rest..., some solitude and thinking time . Then, maybe you can come to terms with what it is that you need to do. Stay home and be with yourself for a spell. Spend some "Nina time" with Nina...., but keep blogging. You're a very honest person. I find your posts refreshing because you speak your mind.
Posted by: Farmlady | July 13, 2008 at 04:07 PM
You are the cutting edge of soul-art. You are the leader and way-shower for expression of the authentic self. This comes naturally to you. It does not come naturally to others. Those others, in their deep need to touch their own souls, are attracted to those and imitate those who shine like a thousand suns. Let them take the single rays. Wish them well in their imitation. Then take your art to the next higher level.
It is likely your soul-path to channel higher expressions of love through art..and to offer that love to the masses. Let it be received as it will, knowing you are EVER the leader and innovator. You are the Exemplar, the Sage. Create the next most-copied style of art..and the next..and the next. Your well is bottomless. Your love cannot be imitated.
Posted by: Graciel @ Evenstar Art | July 13, 2008 at 04:21 PM
You and Roy will be in my thoughts tomorrow!Jamie V in MT
Posted by: Jamie V | July 13, 2008 at 04:54 PM
Well, dear Nina, I do not want to simply repeat the message that many have written in these comments, and I know that you know all this already anyway. But, it is understandable why you are frustrated, hurt, and angered by the plagiarism. However, I just felt that I must tell you a couple of my thoughts about your post.
Please do not allow these individuals that have stolen your ideas and creative techniques to also steal more of who you are by causing you to pull back and not put your work and thoughts "out there". I believe that you are quite generous of heart and spirit and that is clearly evident in your work and writing. Don't allow these circumstances to diminish your life or your art in any way. You are not about diminishing, lessening, or shrinking, but rather are about expanding, increasing and growing. As you choose to "let these things go" (as difficult as that might be at times), I know that you will be honored in that and "MORE" (creativity, ideas, beauty, skills, recognition, opportunity and release) will come to you!
Additionally, I agree with the other comments in that you are on a completely different level with your art than these who imitate your work. Moreover, I want to encourage you that there are even greater/higher levels which you are destined to reach... So, stretch toward those and do not allow these people to steal anymore of your peace or energy.
Prayers for Roy and you at this time. And, THANK YOU again for your generosity of spirit. May you be blessed many times over in return!!
Posted by: Helen | July 13, 2008 at 04:58 PM
Ditto on everything everyone has said so far.
I don't think you realize just how much everyone LOVES you, not just your work, but you. All of those who have had the great pleasure to meet you and learn from you and all those of us who just worship you from afar. Know this and count on it.
Posted by: Paula | July 13, 2008 at 05:09 PM
sending warm thoughts to you and roy tomorrow, and hoping he has a fast recovery (as fast as these turtle pace recoveries can be, anyway).
and you in the radiant citron blouse + gorgeous turquoise necklace = beautiful
xo
Posted by: katie | July 13, 2008 at 05:45 PM
Nina,
I feel like my energy is completely sapped every time I see someone copying you, Misty, Susan Lenart Kazmer and so on and so on.
I don't even look at the Jewelry and Somerset magazines anymore because they seem ok with all the copyright infringement...which I find pretty weird...being in the publishing business it seems they would dot their i's and cross their t's more thouroughly...
I can't be a part of that...
It is very sad what I see happening out there on the "art blogs" and at the art retreats (especially Art & Soul-- there is very little "Soul" in that event these days in my opinion...too many of the classes are becoming shallow replicas of the original classes...)
I feel the greedy, mindless copying is a loss for us all...and it makes me feel very angry too...I want to ask them if they even have a soul or a heart and what it does for them to take blatant credit for someone else's works. I can't post the other things I want to say here...it is not something for the public to read...
I don't need to go on and on about how you are the original and your work is true and has Presence and Heart and Soul and the copier's works are shallow and energy draining...every one else said it more eloquently than I could.
Thanks for listening...
Elise
Posted by: Elise B. | July 13, 2008 at 06:11 PM
i think that this crazy world we live in has become so hard-core and impersonal and capitalistic and isn't it just so touching to type a few words into our blog each day and have total strangers offer solace, comfort and unlimited support? it totally dispels the many messages i received daily out in the big world and makes me truly believe in the good of humankind.
Posted by: julie king | July 13, 2008 at 06:12 PM
I can relate to your post and the comments sent in. I held a class on making collage candle. One of my "friends" attended the workshop. She owns a salon/boutique here in my town. The next thing I know, I go to her shop one day and she had made a bunch of these candles (which I also sale) and has them for sale in her shop. Then she proceeds to tell me that she "just can't keep them in stock"! Then she added that "after all she learned from then best" and was so glad she could make and sale these now. I left there with a big pit in my stomach. Then I felt guilty because I was so jealous of her for being so successful at something I taught her how to do and that I'm not being quite as successful right now, ugh! So I can definitely relate!
Posted by: stacey dean | July 13, 2008 at 07:08 PM
I have seen some copies of your work and you know N?, they are slapdash and look cheap.
When I see YOUR work, I see the quality, the imagination and the hours of work. One day I will get to the etsy shop before anyone else, I will.
Take heart. Good thoughts to Roy.
Posted by: herhimnbryn | July 13, 2008 at 07:10 PM
It is absolutely wonderful to have someone in your life who is caring and giving and gracious, someone whose smiles are like sunshine and laughter and whose words always seem to say the things you most like to hear because those magical people are really beautiful inside.......
And it is a special privilege to know someone whose outward appearance is a delight just to see, someone who lights up a room with radiance and who lights up my little corner of the world with a loveliness it has never known before, because special people like that are really beautiful outside.......
But most of all it is one of the worlds special blessings to have a person in your life who can add so much pleasure and magnificence to the days as you have to mine, because you are some one who is beautiful all over......
Posted by: wendy NZ | July 13, 2008 at 07:19 PM
Nina, take to heart your comments... you are truly a unique person and noone can take that away from YOU... you are life.. with love Carole XXOOO
Posted by: carole | July 13, 2008 at 07:31 PM
I think teaching opens you up to copy cats. Keep your "special" techniques quiet and stop complaining
Posted by: Kristin Ashton | July 13, 2008 at 07:43 PM
No one can replicate your lovely, graceful and TRUE style, Nina. You have such a gift...others can try to duplicate, but your authentic style remains your own.
(I've been a blog lurker for some time now and your blog is a peaceful escape...thank you!)
Posted by: Tami B. | July 13, 2008 at 07:47 PM
I meant to add I know that sounds harsh but the truth is people are going to copy when you teach them your techniques. People just are not that honest. Either make your money teaching or making jewelry. Sorry just not sugar coating being realistic.
Posted by: Kristin Ashton | July 13, 2008 at 07:49 PM
Oh Nina...I think I know the works you are referring to and I have to be honest, while they are similar, they are NOT nearly as inspiring as yours. It could never be because it wasn't made by your hands. There's something very special and authentic about your work and about you. Clearly you must have some sense of this because you are a light that people are drawn to. I know this because I'm one of them. I'm but a moth captivated by your glow.
Love to you and your Roy.
See you at Squam,
Wendy
Posted by: wendy | July 13, 2008 at 07:51 PM
If we look back at the most successful painters and sculptors through the ages (if we just name some of the ladies we could say Artemisia Gentileschi, Mary Cassatt, Berthe Morisot, Camille Claudel....) one thing they ALL had in common was that their "art training" was largely comprised of copying from the works of previous Masters. This is how they learned perspective, composition, how to paint luminosity of flesh, etc... And yet no one would ever confuse a Mary Cassatt with a Michelangelo...
That being said, I have a story about my stepmother who passed away over a year ago. She was an amazing artist who created beautiful dried flowers pressed in glass arrangements framed by intricate stained glass art. She was renowned. But she was also a "working artist". She hired a friend to assist her in her production pieces. This woman was eager and quickly learned all aspects of the business. Over the course of several years she aquired just enough knowledge to be "dangerous". Including dozens of designs, sources for materials, the best shows to enter, all of it...
Of course she then ended the friendship/partnership and started her own business exactly copying what she had learned. It was heartbreaking for me to see.
My stepmother, however, knew a secret. She knew that she had what could not be learned and stolen. An individual creative spark.
She let the thieving woman have her designs, and she set about to create the most original and diverse work of her life.
I never work without a deep appreciation for all of the visuals past and present that have influenced me. But I also know that I have an individual creative spark that is mine alone and sets me apart.
Trust that you have that, too, Nina, because you truly do. Your best is whats always coming next...and since you've yet to do it, no one can take it from you.
Posted by: Erin Gergen Halls | July 13, 2008 at 07:54 PM
Thank you for sharing here, not just your incredible art, but yourself, too.
I wish you and Roy peace as you prepare for tomorrow. Know that you two will be in my prayers, and look for a bit of mail art this week.
Posted by: Cindy Ericsson | July 13, 2008 at 08:59 PM
I empathize with your frustrations and I know that they are shared by many artists and even , occasionally , by me. But think about this: you're the reigning Queen of an entire genre. You've created this incredibly elemental art that reached out and touched so many souls , because it's powerful and moving. Yes , people will imitate , as they have through the ages (Impressionist's for example) because of that. Some will profit , others will just want to create a piece of their own to treasure and anchor them more firmly to the earth. And it's utterly human to get miffed about it. But at the end of the day remember the positives , that you do what you love and that your ability to translate this reverence and spirit through your fingers is such a gift. You ARE a teacher - not just Of your art , but through it as well. I've always loved your work , but not just because it was cool. Your art gives song to some voiceless and even primal need we have to celebrate the humble and forgotten , possibly because it's a future we all know on some level we'll share. So - you woke us. You reminded us to celebrate a butterflys wing and a broken doll that's been buried in the dirt half a century - and that in turn reminds us to treasure and celebrate the smallest gifts of the present. That's a huge lesson. How sad to have gone through life without learning it , missing out on the little joys while impatiently tapping ones fingers , waiting for that really big one.
I wish I could soothe the issue , but I can't. It's just a given. It would be a rare person who could blithely ignore that aspect without a bit of pissiness. I'm not that person either and I certainly wasn't busting my tail to feed my kids with my work.
But thank you for sharing so much of yourself , and for being the individual you are , and for inspiring more introspection in me than an 'oh pretty' in passing. Blessed indeed :)
Posted by: Kim Veldt | July 13, 2008 at 09:09 PM
Nina,
Everything I want to say has already been said beautifully by everyone here. I just wanted to add that your work really speaks to me--I look forward to the day when I'll own a Nina original.
Sending good thoughts to your son and wishing him a speedy recovery. Sending admiration to you.
Sharon
Posted by: Sharon | July 13, 2008 at 09:34 PM
Nina, please accept the biggest hug I could possibly give through the Internet "waves". You have been a constant light in my life for many, many months now. I won't pretend to know or understand exactly how you feel, but one thing is true: You reap what you sow. And you, dear Nina, have sewn goodness, light and creativity into the lives of others.
Also: Another hug for you and Roy for the surgery tomorrow. You both will be in my prayers.
Hang in there, sweetie!
Posted by: Frankie Kins | July 13, 2008 at 09:36 PM
I wish Roy success tomorrow and my thoughts will be with both of you wishing you peace and a very speedy recovery for Roy.
On your art,the problem will always be to be published,photographed,and to also teach just puts your work out there for all see. I have no answers sweet Nina only the hope that you will find your peace in all of it.
Posted by: Denise S | July 13, 2008 at 11:07 PM
Nina--I hope that all of these encouraging and loving comments will ease some of your pain. It's a very frustrating situation, especially when it happens repeatedly to someone of your great talent. I'm afraid that the mixed media art community unwittingly has created and perpetuates this problem of plagiarism through magazines and workshops that present art as step-by-step "do-it- yourself" craft projects. And Etsy has created a market for mediocre knockoffs. Perhaps it is worth gathering a group of your artist friends/colleagues and confronting the magazine editors and the workshop organizers. Maybe a new approach can be found that still presents new or innovative techniques but pushes students to find inspiration from their OWN experiences and values. I personally have had my FILL of empty derivative "art." For the coming days, I send xxxooo to you, Nina, and to your dear son, Roy.
Posted by: Ann K. | July 13, 2008 at 11:41 PM
Nina, You just keep on being YOU.....people will always try to imitate you...it can't be stopped. But, you, my dear, YOU have to continue being the beautiful person and talented artist that you are. YOU can't be stopped either!!!
All goodness for you and Roy tomorrow! Pat
Posted by: Patricia Eaton | July 13, 2008 at 11:43 PM
Hi Nina, I heard something the other day that has really stuck with me and has made it's way into several similar conversations with my art friends. Someone told me she heard someone say that no art is immaculately conceived. Perfect, however I also think that by sharing what you know as you so graciously do should be honored by all who benefit. Wouldn't it be nice if everyone took what they learned and used it to show what is inside of them instead of just copying what you do? But not everyone has that ability and I think we need to feel sorry for them and understand that maybe they simply don't have that spark. Think how hard it must be to be them, without any spark of their own. How sad!! Not right, not good, not acceptable but sad never the less. Thank you for being brave and talking about it. Aren't all of these comments wonderful, thoughtful and supportive? smooches, leau
Posted by: Leau | July 14, 2008 at 12:34 AM
Dearest Babe,
There isn't anything I can say, that hasn't been already covered, or that we haven't spoken/shared before...
You are one of the PIONEERS in the, 'Altered Book, Mixed Media and Found Objects Jewelry' craze that has swept the WORLD. There is no denying, when one looks at a piece, to recognize what Artist was the influence. And any of us, are so grateful to you for sharing your knowledge and teaching us, to dare to go 'outside of the box'! It is most unfortunate when one does not give credit to the Artist that, taught or 'inspired'!
Blessings and prayers for Roy, safe journey, and the BEST RECOVERY!
I LOVE YOU, OXOXO Hol
Posted by: Hol | July 14, 2008 at 01:05 AM
Dear Nina, rest assured that those who try to impersonate your artistry are seen for the shadows that they are. I'm sad for them because I wonder what beauty they may have created if they had looked into their own hearts, told their own stories, instead of trying unsuccessfully to duplicate what we have come to know of you....
Posted by: Lois Maher | July 14, 2008 at 01:30 AM
May you and your Roy be taken under wing tomorrow as you journey through this together. How fortunate you are able to give strength to one another. Hugs to you both...
Thank you for keeping your heart open to us here who enjoy YOU. I have only been a student before and not a teacher at this point in my own path. I enjoy using what I know and have been taught in my own way and have always been more than willing to let everyone know what inspired me, who taught me, and give credit for the pure luxury of being able to learn from those I admire along the way. I cannot imagine it any other way. You are a great leader. Nobody could ever give to the world what you are able to give...you have such a presence and a shining light about you. I am blessed to know you and I wish you peace.....
Posted by: Jennifer | July 14, 2008 at 01:31 AM
Well said! I was wondering how your felt about the 'state of things' out there.
Before I was attracted to your unique style,I was drawn to the depth of your words...they came a t a time when I needed, badly, to know that I was not alone. As much as I'd like to learn a 'Nina knot', I cannot for the life of me, hold a pair of pliers in these failing hands...and I have no inner vision to create jewelry. But your words...and the life force you put into your work...THAT cannot be duplicated. It's like each piece breathes 'you.' I own an original,SIGNED (!) 'Nina' charm, a cherished memento from my first ArtFest...It's priceless only because it carries the soul of its creator...And from that I find great strength.
Sending healing thoughts into the universe as Roy faces his surgery.
Posted by: Stephanie T. | July 14, 2008 at 01:52 AM
May your muse always be awake filling you with creativity to birth new pieces of art and type strings of flowing words. You are enjoyed by many in this blog world. I hope I can continue to feast my eyes on your beautiful creations! Also, I am sending prayers that all goes well with Roy's surgery and may the surgeon's hands be skillful and guided.
Misti in FL
Posted by: Misti | July 14, 2008 at 03:37 AM
Nina I think the sign of a true artist is the heart and soul that goes into everything they make. People copying you 'style' can never copy the heart that you put into your beautiful pieces. I know how annoying this can be though. I had a friend who liked how I decorated my home and she went and copied everything from the same bedroom suite, down to the mugs in her cupboard! I was so annoyed and felt like the heart of my home had been cheapened. To her it meant nothing other than cheap compliments. To me it was part of who I was. Unless someone understands the part of you that goes into every little detail and moment that you spend creating, they will not understand this post. I do. Don't let someone else rob you of the joy of what you do. You will always be you and what you do will always touch hearts. I know you have touched mine :)
Blessings... Nel x
Posted by: nel | July 14, 2008 at 04:28 AM
Nina I think the sign of a true artist is the heart and soul that goes into everything they make. People copying you 'style' can never copy the heart that you put into your beautiful pieces. I know how annoying this can be though. I had a friend who liked how I decorated my home and she went and copied everything from the same bedroom suite, down to the mugs in her cupboard! I was so annoyed and felt like the heart of my home had been cheapened. To her it meant nothing other than cheap compliments. To me it was part of who I was. Unless someone understands the part of you that goes into every little detail and moment that you spend creating, they will not understand this post. I do. Don't let someone else rob you of the joy of what you do. You will always be you and what you do will always touch hearts. I know you have touched mine :)
Blessings... Nel x
Posted by: nel | July 14, 2008 at 04:31 AM