i was away, as those of you know who are still with me here, most of the summer. there was one quiet stretch when i stayed at home for a good four weeks in a row, and i spent that time focusing on work that came out of the studio, jewelry that was born of quiet and calm and solitude. the rest of the time i was rushing back and forth between wisconsin and home, alabama and home, alabama, alabama, alabama, colorado. i'm leaving again for alabama tomorrow because the worry factor over my mother runs fairly strong right now, and because i realize that my presence down there is (as always) deeply welcome and actually needed. but the time i've had here these past two weeks have been lovely and sweet, paying homage to the last few lingering moments of my favorite season of the year.
i know how glad walter is to be right here at home, to have me right in his sight. he is making that so endearingly clear.
early mornings are spent out on the screened porch, in the trees, sipping french press coffee (italian roast, so smoky and good), reading a book, communing with walter and the lingering hummingbirds.
i think he thinks we are holding hands. it's not the gentlest of touches, but i do not move, as long as he wants to stay like that. it is a while. then when he is ready, we rise and go for a walk through what still feels to me like a rain forest, the green is still so lush. these mountains this summer have not wanted for moisture; i know how blessed we are with this.
where are you all? i stay away, i stay quiet for a spell, and you seem to step into the shadows. i understand, i've been the same way. maybe now that autumn is beginning to get a little closer on the horizon, we'll come back in to the circle. it's difficult to tell. for now, i wanted to share a few photographs from my last day in colorado - a place that is forever engraved in my grateful heart.
all of these images were snapped with my iPhone, in a little ghost town of a place called Saint Elmo, high up a winding gravel mountain road at the end of the day...
i miss my faraway, rocky mountain son; the gratitude i feel for having loved those moments, for being able to feel the depth of those moments as they happened, is a very big thing.
it was amazing, miraculous, inspiring beyond imagination. i can't wait to see where all of this will lead me, down the road.
thank you, beloved colorado, for embracing me as beautifully as you did. my heart feels all the richer, for it.
“As we crossed the Colorado-Utah border I saw God in the sky in the form of huge gold sunburning clouds above the desert that seemed to point a finger at me and say, "Pass here and go on, you're on the road to heaven.” - Jack Kerouac, On the Road
i know it was nice to settle for a bit. "Pass here and go on, you're on the road to heaven." i shall have a sign with that printed on it at the entrance to my little place someday...yes i will.
hoping your time with the mama is good. i'm sure she loves having you there. safe travels. hugs to you and yours...xo
and i will always, always be here in the circle. :) xo
Posted by: Tina in McLeansville | August 30, 2012 at 02:24 PM
Oh the comfort of man's best friend...they have such a calming effect don't they?
Enjoy the time with your mom - it is so precious. I hope she is doing well.
Off to VR tomorrow for the weekend...
xo
Carol
Posted by: carol m | August 30, 2012 at 03:19 PM
Oh, I love your photos of Colorado, and the sweet paw of Walter on yours! Travel safely, my friend, and then come home to Firefly Road where your heart belongs.
Posted by: Diana B | August 30, 2012 at 03:43 PM
Thank you for this post. This time of year brings changes to the terrain and to my soul. I needed to see your pictures and hear your thoughts. Serenity is what I needed and what you provided.
Posted by: sandra | August 30, 2012 at 03:44 PM
Nina, your photos get increasingly beautiful and more serene. I came to your blog for your jewelry, I stayed for your words and your photos, the peace they bring. I don't comment often, but I'm always here. Thank you for the beauty...
Posted by: Carla S | August 30, 2012 at 03:58 PM
I hope that your dear mother will be well. Beautiful photos and words, as always. I am looking forward to cooler weather; it has been so darned hot here. Take care and safe travels to Alabama and back home to Firefly Rd. xxx
Posted by: susanc | August 30, 2012 at 04:19 PM
I am happy that you are back in NC safe and sound. I pray for comfort for you and your Momma. She is fortunate to have such a loving daughter.
I love your thoughts as well as your photos. Serenity is something I seek each day. Painting in nature is often where I find it...
Blessings to you dear friend.
Posted by: Amyeart | August 30, 2012 at 04:41 PM
Nina,
You know what I wish? I wish you had a big fat juicy photo rich coffee table book with some of your wonderful writing peppering the pages. You take such amazing and rich photos. The way you edit is magical.
Have a safe trip to visit your mother.
Posted by: Sandy | August 30, 2012 at 05:40 PM
Dear Nina, I am still here.
Just lazy this summer - and caught up in a million different things, different directions, many changes. I think I too, needed some time for myself.
I'm very happy that you have a some quiet summer days. Your photos and words have always been a special treat whenever I've discovered them these past couple months.
Take care of your mama and have a safe trip to Alabama.
Your circle of friends will be waiting for you to return.
xo dusan
Posted by: susan | August 30, 2012 at 06:01 PM
A beautiful quote Nina, and one worthy of so many places and feelings.
It has seemed like a summer of fading in and out, and yet at other times the days and moments are like quicksilver. Time and events are dragging me along to where I am not quite ready to be - I read your posts and realize it's just the flow of life.
Safe travels to you and Walter.
Posted by: Jillayne | August 30, 2012 at 06:25 PM
ahhhh some of us are always on a journey , headed to sf to spend time with may daughter and her husband . i hope you have a good trip.
xxoo
Posted by: kathy dorfer | August 30, 2012 at 06:58 PM
The paw of peace.
Have a safe trip.
Posted by: Mary | August 30, 2012 at 07:37 PM
Well you know it's a worrisome time. I have Election fears. See lots of changes around me--less business activity, fewer art students...it takes a lot of guts to run a small business my friend. But the truly gifted will survive. Keep on truckin'!
Posted by: Kathy Edwards Hayslett | August 30, 2012 at 09:55 PM
I'm still around.....at times! This year has been nonstop travel. Was in Africa again most of June. Am leaving for Western Australia next week and will do an expedition to The Kimberley region.
I'm hoping your sweet mama improves and that you spend lovely days with her. Your images of St. Elmo and Colorado are so beautiful - and as for the pics of Walter, oh my, he's even more handsome than ever. those eyes and that paw on your hand - so, so sweet! May I put up the new pic of Walter on my sidebar please Nina?????
Take care dear -
Hugs - Mary
Posted by: Mary | August 30, 2012 at 10:58 PM
I love hearing about the places you've been, the things you are doing and seeing the beautiful pictures that you share with us. Have a safe trip to Alabama and wonderful time with your Mother.
blessings
~*~
Posted by: Laura | August 30, 2012 at 11:12 PM
As I move through the summer and my days at work, it is a treat to see the photos from your travels and of your work. The beauty of the way you live your life, and approach your art, it is a gift how openly you share you life, your stories and the photos of your work, thank you!
Posted by: Belinda | August 30, 2012 at 11:56 PM
Beautiful photos...
It's so lovely to see a post from you again Nina - you calm my soul!Wishing you safe travels and a well Mother. xo
Posted by: sue | August 31, 2012 at 12:42 AM
Not to wonder my dear Baaaabe, we're still here..., and always delighted to receive a new post whenever it comes!
The photos of Saint Elmo are amazing! Like walking into a world ago...Love too much! Safe journey, send my love to Mom!
Posted by: hol | August 31, 2012 at 01:08 AM
Lovely calming post Nina. Thinking of your life at Firefly Road and May Sarton's words come to mind.
"I am here alone for the first time in weeks, to take up my 'real life' again at last. That is what is strange -- that friends, even passionate love, are not my real life unless there is time alone in which to explore and to discover what is happening or has happened"
- Journal of a Solitude
Posted by: robyn | August 31, 2012 at 01:16 AM
Oh that Walter is such a dear! What love and beauty I see in his face. And much as I enjoyed the pic of Colorado, (and I know you miss your son) the ones of you at peace at home are the best! Enjoy your time with your mom; mine lives so very close and I visit her several times a week and don't give a hoot even if she does beat me every darn time at scrabble!
vickie in kc
Posted by: Vickie | August 31, 2012 at 10:02 AM
Oh Nina,
Enjoy Walter, your son and your mother...and know that we are always here. thank you for sharing your life with us.
Xox,
Diana
Posted by: diana giambrone | August 31, 2012 at 10:23 AM
I'm here as often as possible. Always comforted by your beautiful words, jewels, sentiments, and photo's that only you can render so tenderly.
Sending you and your Mom healing thoughts, as I know only too well how difficult it is to see a parent through illness.
You are the kind of person I could easily befriend for life. Not only do we share the same birthday...as Libra's and creatives, we, I believe, are kindred spirits.
My love and blessings to you and yours, XO
Posted by: gloria martin | August 31, 2012 at 12:18 PM
Hi Nina, I know that I have been silent these past few months even though I still visit regularly. The photo of Walter's paw on your hand brought back such sweet memories of our dear Carly (tabby cat)who died seven years ago. Whenever we went away she felt it deeply. As soon as we returned she would jump in our laps and we would sit quietly with her until she was sure we were not going anywhere.
Posted by: annar | August 31, 2012 at 05:33 PM
Love your photos, love your writing, love that you're back to share with us as you're able. May your time with your Mom be blessed -- and refreshing for both of you. It's hard not to worry, I know. Trust me.
Posted by: Jan | August 31, 2012 at 08:21 PM
Thank you for sharing your images of Saint Elmo here - they are so lovely and evocative it makes me want to travel there!
Catching up on your blog posts I see I will have to peek at your shop to see what gorgeous gems you have in there =-)
Posted by: Monica | August 31, 2012 at 08:56 PM
still here, friend.........breathing out and in, seeking rhythm and strength and direction,just like you. Love the Mama while you can. No one understands that better than those of us who no longer see ours with our eyes. Be well. See you soon.
Posted by: sally | September 01, 2012 at 07:48 AM
I love the pictures of you and Walter, I have a beloved dog as well. Also love the pictures of Colorado, your phone takes better pictures than my camera! ina
Posted by: ina | September 01, 2012 at 10:40 AM
I'm here almost every day. Look so forward to your words, pictures and jewellery.
Posted by: Jennnifer Thornton | September 02, 2012 at 04:39 AM
Dearest Nina, still here as always. the wheel is turning and the light is changing. There is a crispness in the air. The madness of Faerieworlds' preparation has passed again. Settling into a new fall schedule of working artmaking in with babysitting. So looking forward to spending a day with you in a few weeks at Art&Soul. Time for a trip to the farmers'market to bring home some of summers' bounty. Safe roads, my dear. You are in my thoughts. blessings, Lise
Posted by: Lise Peeples | September 02, 2012 at 12:24 PM
So good to see another precious post from you, Nina. I'm missing my mother more and more these days. It's been 3-1/2 months since she passed. I just want to call her on the phone and talk to her, you know? Enjoy your time with your mom, as I know you will. Thanks for your posts, your pictures, and your friendship. Lots of love to you and Walter. Hello from Dave, too.
Frankie
Posted by: Frankie Kins | September 02, 2012 at 03:13 PM
I'm still here too, dear Nina, enjoying your posts and photos. Loved seeing how much Walter loves you. Such expressive eyes and endearing touch. A little black cat has decided that she wants to live with us - don't know where she came from. She reaches out to me with her paw - on my face and forgets to pull her claws in. Just wants to be friendly.
Love and blessings to your sweet mum and yourself.
Posted by: Ailsa Willis | September 03, 2012 at 12:46 AM
Still here, soaking up every word you write. I'm jealous of your travels to an extent...I've been stuck home due to the heat, drought, and price of gas. But I do know what you mean about needing to be home. You're so lucky to have experienced Colorado...it's the place of my childhood and I ache for it. Your pictures are lovely.
Posted by: Ginger Davis Allman | September 03, 2012 at 03:34 PM
Love those photos, Nina. When looking at the ones of Colorado I was imagining seeing them in one of your altered books. They are stunning. Peace, dear friend.
Posted by: Nelda Ream | September 04, 2012 at 08:25 AM
The COLORado photos...*swoon* xoxox
Posted by: Jamie | September 04, 2012 at 12:21 PM
Still here, silently visiting often (I am reclusive and quiet in voice and print), but always here in spirit behind those curtains, admiring. Your photos, jewelry, adventures,family and amazing journey are so compelling.
xo
M
Posted by: A Facebook User | September 04, 2012 at 11:53 PM
we were here waiting on you! Glad you're back.
Posted by: linda e | September 05, 2012 at 11:17 AM
Though most of the time I don't comment, coming here is like a balm to my soul. You have a wonderful way with words, so soothing and uplifting at the same time.
Your photos are gorgeous! I love the ones from Colorado--the old house in Saint Elmo. I'm adding that to my 'places I want to see' list.
I wish you and your family peace.
Posted by: Alice | September 06, 2012 at 10:12 AM
Oh Walter, what a sweet soul. You do such a lovely job at everything you touch, even taking a photo of your Walter is awesome! I so love your photos. Amazing places you found this summer.
Posted by: Katey Deasy | September 06, 2012 at 09:11 PM
My thoughts, love and prayers are with you, Leigh
Posted by: Leigh | September 07, 2012 at 10:35 AM
Love seeing Colorado through your eyes. Missed meeting you : (
Hope your mom is doing okay Nina.
And Walter, dear Walter, you have stolen my heart!
Posted by: Emily | September 08, 2012 at 12:49 AM
Sending you loving thoughts, sweetie.
Posted by: Lise Peeples | September 08, 2012 at 01:03 AM
What App d you use for your pictures?
Posted by: cindy courtright | October 01, 2012 at 07:40 AM
Dear Nina, I met you in person at VR and discovered your delicious sense of humor! You rock lady and I want you to know I'm sending a big 'ole hug and love. xo
Posted by: Deb Brown | October 12, 2012 at 04:25 PM